Reunion ~Eight~
I'm So FUCKING STONED!
Yea... quite actually.
As a matter of fact, i've been deep in my thoughts lately. My face betrayed my emotions and my partners around me has been wondering what got into me. I used to be a god darn chatter box who loves to talk about nothing but craps. Lately, i've gone all serious and god knows what crazie things i've exclaimed to others around me.
Ah well. FUCK IT.
Im here to vent. And i dont care. I dont give a damn. I dont give a nickle! I... yea, whatever! *smirks*
Siren said i've lost the game. She did. I guess i deserve it. I wasnt around when i was suppose to. I played my moves wrongly agianst my will. Distance was there. Guess that when one is vulnerable, the absence will grows and losing the game is juz an inch away. Oh well. *shrugs* Cant blame anyone. I've to be responsible for my future anyway.
~supercalifragilisticespealidoscious~
Ok, that was juz a commercial break. Well, i noticed i've been procrastinating for too long since my last post. Trust me, i'm aware of it! Consciously being aware of it. (haha, as a matter of fact, juz...) Well, at least im typing soemthing now.. but i need to write something fruitful and fulfiling tho. K... I'm MSNing with JJ now... Ryan is on the other one. Obviously, i'm trying to type something for the sake of typing... I really wonder where did all my ideas went. I used to ponder alot and have tons off neat ideas... but lately, i seemed to be losing it... i'm kinda like.. losing myself slowly... I juz bought a Sony Ericsson W810i .. about 2 weeks ago. Nice phone. Satin black, candy bar... coupled with sexy orange designs. Its awesome. the design is orgasmic~ haha I've actually wanted to get the w900i instead, the only problem is... tat one is too bulky! The white w900i is another godly phone! Sexy! WooT! Ah well, i still prefer smaller phones. My partners was actually complaining that how come i didnt get a smart phone which is actually more bzness-like.. like the Dopod 818pro or something.... I beg to differ tho. I'm still young, i'm still fit to hold a SE walkman phone! I'm YOUNG!!! Woot! Shoot me! Sue me! Wahahahah! *ahem.. i noticed i've gone abit haywire*
~Oh yea, did i mention i boycott Nokia!!~
Its 3:30am. I'm suppose to be in bed. Ive tons of things to do later. Ive gotta action! I've gotta think less, do more. Thinking too much will lead to paralysis! And paralysis will lead to nothing being done. Which is sad. In between thinking too much and doing nothing and thinking too little and doing something, i prefer the latter cuz at least ive experienced something. Money cant buy experience... unless u talk about games of cuz. haha! I cheated for more experience in neverwinternights~ haha. I'm a cheating bastard! woohoooo! I'm loving it!
God, i've so many dates lately, and i didnt have the time to attend them. Sad but true. Those SAD(single and desperate) would have my head to know that i've turned down many dates initiated by females becuz of my own busy-ness lately. (i know know... no such word but heck care!) Ah well, i'm gonna earned those back in the future anyway! Peace.
Zuru zuru! I'm so random today.
"wei wei wei wei wei wei! When would u respond to me? Wei wei!"
Yea... quite actually.
As a matter of fact, i've been deep in my thoughts lately. My face betrayed my emotions and my partners around me has been wondering what got into me. I used to be a god darn chatter box who loves to talk about nothing but craps. Lately, i've gone all serious and god knows what crazie things i've exclaimed to others around me.
Ah well. FUCK IT.
Im here to vent. And i dont care. I dont give a damn. I dont give a nickle! I... yea, whatever! *smirks*
Siren said i've lost the game. She did. I guess i deserve it. I wasnt around when i was suppose to. I played my moves wrongly agianst my will. Distance was there. Guess that when one is vulnerable, the absence will grows and losing the game is juz an inch away. Oh well. *shrugs* Cant blame anyone. I've to be responsible for my future anyway.
~supercalifragilisticespealidoscious~
Ok, that was juz a commercial break. Well, i noticed i've been procrastinating for too long since my last post. Trust me, i'm aware of it! Consciously being aware of it. (haha, as a matter of fact, juz...) Well, at least im typing soemthing now.. but i need to write something fruitful and fulfiling tho. K... I'm MSNing with JJ now... Ryan is on the other one. Obviously, i'm trying to type something for the sake of typing... I really wonder where did all my ideas went. I used to ponder alot and have tons off neat ideas... but lately, i seemed to be losing it... i'm kinda like.. losing myself slowly... I juz bought a Sony Ericsson W810i .. about 2 weeks ago. Nice phone. Satin black, candy bar... coupled with sexy orange designs. Its awesome. the design is orgasmic~ haha I've actually wanted to get the w900i instead, the only problem is... tat one is too bulky! The white w900i is another godly phone! Sexy! WooT! Ah well, i still prefer smaller phones. My partners was actually complaining that how come i didnt get a smart phone which is actually more bzness-like.. like the Dopod 818pro or something.... I beg to differ tho. I'm still young, i'm still fit to hold a SE walkman phone! I'm YOUNG!!! Woot! Shoot me! Sue me! Wahahahah! *ahem.. i noticed i've gone abit haywire*
~Oh yea, did i mention i boycott Nokia!!~
Its 3:30am. I'm suppose to be in bed. Ive tons of things to do later. Ive gotta action! I've gotta think less, do more. Thinking too much will lead to paralysis! And paralysis will lead to nothing being done. Which is sad. In between thinking too much and doing nothing and thinking too little and doing something, i prefer the latter cuz at least ive experienced something. Money cant buy experience... unless u talk about games of cuz. haha! I cheated for more experience in neverwinternights~ haha. I'm a cheating bastard! woohoooo! I'm loving it!
God, i've so many dates lately, and i didnt have the time to attend them. Sad but true. Those SAD(single and desperate) would have my head to know that i've turned down many dates initiated by females becuz of my own busy-ness lately. (i know know... no such word but heck care!) Ah well, i'm gonna earned those back in the future anyway! Peace.
Zuru zuru! I'm so random today.
"wei wei wei wei wei wei! When would u respond to me? Wei wei!"
posted by Kenzoid at 3:08 am
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