Reunion ~Fourth~

I can't unbolt myself up to anyone
I can't deem in anyone at all
I am relishing in blind hersey

The light that shines is ebbing, soon it will be consumed
Unable to pry myself ajar
This is my weakness, my past

I can get what I want, yet
If I do, the kindness I'm embracing onto will slither
The riposte will be predictable

When one dies, reborn befalls
My heart is shuttered, soon it will come asunder
Stifling my tears, I guffaw day after day

My heart has shown me that faith is naught
Those hypocrites slayed me
My heart is shuttered, soon it will crumble away

Stifling my tears, I scream day after day
My heart has left me with a belief in strength
My own heart relentlessly killed me

PS: zuruzuruzuruzuru!