31 -- Betrayal!--
Betrayal. This word does send chills to my spine til now. I never really feel it until lately. What does it mean by betrayal? It means alot of things and in our common understanding, betrayal is an action wherby someone else does the other wrong. Yea. Thats about it.
But in my case, its a betrayal of my belief. Whatever i believed has somehow been betrayed. Although i've been trying to evoke equality and happiness among my surroundings, but somehow, there's always mishap that stops my way. Danger and dissapointment always does have a queer way of finding me.
The issue here is pretty sensitive, i guess i've to skip it and not make a din here. I dont want anyone to use this as evidence against my future endeavours. =) Anyway, I'll probably confess what made me rant now... later. Not now though. =p
Anyway, in our society, it is fixed. Everything is fixed. From the day we were born, there's caste system. We are split between being rated among our social class. People who are rich always mingle together, people who r poor does the same. Just look at the cost of property and we know. Just look at the mentality of the poorer dudes and u'll know. Y did i say that? Ok, imagine this scenario, a kid thats brough up in damansara and another thats brought up in jinjang, they are very very different. U can even distinguish them easily upon setting your eyes on them. Bear in mind here that i'm not trying to say that people who stay in Jinjang suxxors, but u c, its a FACT. Its a fucking fact that kids from this 2 areas are worlds apart. Those from their respective places have a look and aura to them. Another thing is... u know, those people from poor to middle families, their parents usually go around saying that their neighbour kids is all god mighty and not their own. So.. my comment is... HOW IN THE FUCKING WORLD WOULD THESE PERSMISTIC KIDS BE BROUGHT UP TO BECOME SOMEONE OPTIMISTIC AND SUCCESSFUL IF THEIR PARENTS ALWAYS CLAIM THEY"RE USELESS!!??????
Look at this case thsi way... has any of u seen rich parents EXCLAIMING ALOUD that their children are useless? I doubt there are any rich dudes like that. Thats y... the rich one remains rich and the poor one remain poor. Poor people with poor mentality will instill poor education to their poor kid and they will in turn grow up to be the same poor FART. On the contrary, rich parents with rich mentality will instill rich education to their children which in turn grow up to be rich kids! Yes, there are scenario wherby some of the poor dudes worked their ass up to stardom and riches, but how many live examples are there? Now now, i'm aint trying to be persimistic but seriously, if u judge it using the law of averages, the rags to riches myth is far from being a realistic figure to be mentioned. Also, some may argue tat those rich kids may grow up to be overly dependent on their parent's influence that they take no responsibility to their life. Yea, there are examples like tat but there are far and few in numbers of rich brats like tat. Oh yea, pls exclude those that u guys have seen on TV programmes. =p
Anyway, like i've said, this world is all about power and money. The one with more power and money will get to control and do as he/she desires. The one that dont have it can only be ath the whimps of the almighty powerful farts. So... fair or unfair, nobody would care. Y? Wealthy people never care about fair or not. Cuz that doesnt bother them anymore. Paupers would always rant about their life being unfair, their job sux, their wife/husband is crap, their children is stupid and everything around them is god damn unfair. Naturally, since they spent half their time ranting and not finding a god damn solution to their god damn problem, how in the hell would anything turn out to be fair to them? Jeezuz, use your puny brains dudes! Those who are paupers, i say they FUCKING DESERVE it. They rant all the time, oblivious to the fact that the society isnt treating them kindly and yet all they do is procrastinate their sorry excuse for an existence away. If this was some sick plan of satans', i would say he has god damn succeeded in implementing the no.1 sin in the world: SLOTH!!!
The bottom line for my rants today is.. i've been looked down upon. As a matter of fact, people around me too, has been looked down upon because we werent that infulential yet. All my business partners has been looked down upon and another bzness partner is gonna be lost to me, because of influential pressure from others. Like i've stated earlier, nothing is fair in this world, anyone with more power will dictate wat happens. I'm gonna show them wats fair. yea, i know nothing is fair, but i'm gonna fucking make it fair in my own way. One day.. i'm gonna have my revenge. Mark my words dudes and dudettes! I'm gonna rule your asses one fucking day! Nothing is more sweet than revenge on a hot stove.
Of cuz, if i think tat something is fair to me, it will be unfair to another person. trying to be true neutral in this world is downright impossbile. If u gain something, theres definitely something lost in the midst of it all. But its better than i gain than i lose isnt it? Although people always said that change yourself to fit the environment.. i say fuck that! How could i cheat myself into accepting some shit which i dont like. Those are not called changing u know, those r called adapting to the lies around u. Though aware that u dont fancy how things work, and yet u abide by it, tats called lame. WE all live once in a lifetime. Y the hell should we abide by something which could be morally wrong in the 1st place? Just because everyone is doing it doesnt makes it right! Just because no one said its RIGHT doesnt means it aint fucking RIGHT! C'mon dudes, we're all born with a brain for a reason. Y use it to make yourself look common when u can actually become someone uncommon. Remember this, Legends are made! Not Born! And who made legends?? People made them. People who have the same blood flowing in them like u and me! The uncommon achievers! They are abnormal, thats y they are legends. Nobody normal would become a legend isnt it? DuH!
Last but not least, i want to thank Brian for reading my blog often. I seriously appreciate it. As long as i continue to write, i'm sure someone out there would read it. Yea, dream it, believe it and it will be true.
Erm. Anyway, i'm probably purchasing a BMW 318Ci by next month. So watch out! ~__*
And oh... sorry for the non posting for such a long time. My deepest apologies. I'll try to post more often.
"Uncommon achievers are born to be different. In a doubting world, they believe! In a weeping world, they laugh! In a slow world, they run! In a quitting world, they persevere!"
But in my case, its a betrayal of my belief. Whatever i believed has somehow been betrayed. Although i've been trying to evoke equality and happiness among my surroundings, but somehow, there's always mishap that stops my way. Danger and dissapointment always does have a queer way of finding me.
The issue here is pretty sensitive, i guess i've to skip it and not make a din here. I dont want anyone to use this as evidence against my future endeavours. =) Anyway, I'll probably confess what made me rant now... later. Not now though. =p
Anyway, in our society, it is fixed. Everything is fixed. From the day we were born, there's caste system. We are split between being rated among our social class. People who are rich always mingle together, people who r poor does the same. Just look at the cost of property and we know. Just look at the mentality of the poorer dudes and u'll know. Y did i say that? Ok, imagine this scenario, a kid thats brough up in damansara and another thats brought up in jinjang, they are very very different. U can even distinguish them easily upon setting your eyes on them. Bear in mind here that i'm not trying to say that people who stay in Jinjang suxxors, but u c, its a FACT. Its a fucking fact that kids from this 2 areas are worlds apart. Those from their respective places have a look and aura to them. Another thing is... u know, those people from poor to middle families, their parents usually go around saying that their neighbour kids is all god mighty and not their own. So.. my comment is... HOW IN THE FUCKING WORLD WOULD THESE PERSMISTIC KIDS BE BROUGHT UP TO BECOME SOMEONE OPTIMISTIC AND SUCCESSFUL IF THEIR PARENTS ALWAYS CLAIM THEY"RE USELESS!!??????
Look at this case thsi way... has any of u seen rich parents EXCLAIMING ALOUD that their children are useless? I doubt there are any rich dudes like that. Thats y... the rich one remains rich and the poor one remain poor. Poor people with poor mentality will instill poor education to their poor kid and they will in turn grow up to be the same poor FART. On the contrary, rich parents with rich mentality will instill rich education to their children which in turn grow up to be rich kids! Yes, there are scenario wherby some of the poor dudes worked their ass up to stardom and riches, but how many live examples are there? Now now, i'm aint trying to be persimistic but seriously, if u judge it using the law of averages, the rags to riches myth is far from being a realistic figure to be mentioned. Also, some may argue tat those rich kids may grow up to be overly dependent on their parent's influence that they take no responsibility to their life. Yea, there are examples like tat but there are far and few in numbers of rich brats like tat. Oh yea, pls exclude those that u guys have seen on TV programmes. =p
Anyway, like i've said, this world is all about power and money. The one with more power and money will get to control and do as he/she desires. The one that dont have it can only be ath the whimps of the almighty powerful farts. So... fair or unfair, nobody would care. Y? Wealthy people never care about fair or not. Cuz that doesnt bother them anymore. Paupers would always rant about their life being unfair, their job sux, their wife/husband is crap, their children is stupid and everything around them is god damn unfair. Naturally, since they spent half their time ranting and not finding a god damn solution to their god damn problem, how in the hell would anything turn out to be fair to them? Jeezuz, use your puny brains dudes! Those who are paupers, i say they FUCKING DESERVE it. They rant all the time, oblivious to the fact that the society isnt treating them kindly and yet all they do is procrastinate their sorry excuse for an existence away. If this was some sick plan of satans', i would say he has god damn succeeded in implementing the no.1 sin in the world: SLOTH!!!
The bottom line for my rants today is.. i've been looked down upon. As a matter of fact, people around me too, has been looked down upon because we werent that infulential yet. All my business partners has been looked down upon and another bzness partner is gonna be lost to me, because of influential pressure from others. Like i've stated earlier, nothing is fair in this world, anyone with more power will dictate wat happens. I'm gonna show them wats fair. yea, i know nothing is fair, but i'm gonna fucking make it fair in my own way. One day.. i'm gonna have my revenge. Mark my words dudes and dudettes! I'm gonna rule your asses one fucking day! Nothing is more sweet than revenge on a hot stove.
Of cuz, if i think tat something is fair to me, it will be unfair to another person. trying to be true neutral in this world is downright impossbile. If u gain something, theres definitely something lost in the midst of it all. But its better than i gain than i lose isnt it? Although people always said that change yourself to fit the environment.. i say fuck that! How could i cheat myself into accepting some shit which i dont like. Those are not called changing u know, those r called adapting to the lies around u. Though aware that u dont fancy how things work, and yet u abide by it, tats called lame. WE all live once in a lifetime. Y the hell should we abide by something which could be morally wrong in the 1st place? Just because everyone is doing it doesnt makes it right! Just because no one said its RIGHT doesnt means it aint fucking RIGHT! C'mon dudes, we're all born with a brain for a reason. Y use it to make yourself look common when u can actually become someone uncommon. Remember this, Legends are made! Not Born! And who made legends?? People made them. People who have the same blood flowing in them like u and me! The uncommon achievers! They are abnormal, thats y they are legends. Nobody normal would become a legend isnt it? DuH!
Last but not least, i want to thank Brian for reading my blog often. I seriously appreciate it. As long as i continue to write, i'm sure someone out there would read it. Yea, dream it, believe it and it will be true.
Erm. Anyway, i'm probably purchasing a BMW 318Ci by next month. So watch out! ~__*
And oh... sorry for the non posting for such a long time. My deepest apologies. I'll try to post more often.
"Uncommon achievers are born to be different. In a doubting world, they believe! In a weeping world, they laugh! In a slow world, they run! In a quitting world, they persevere!"
posted by Kenzoid at 2:05 am
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