21 --A Turning Point--
Ahem... i'm at the crossroad.
Its solemn.
No one should affect the path u chose since its your path thats being walked on by your own foot.
Its usually a dilemma. Thats life.
Decision? Still pondering.
Anyway, i juz found out that my best friend has changed his alliance of interest to another. In another words, he defected to something that conflicts with my interest. He did it without my knowledge... somehow, my brain tells me that he has the right to do that and nothing in the god damn world can change that fact, but .. but... i dont feel comfortable about it. What happened to all the goals and dreams we shared in the past? Is this all part of life? I know that somehow or another, we will all seperate in life, but... but... its juz feeling weird now... really weird! Its uncomfortable.
I'll have to walk this journey with new found allies. The road will be a lil empty-- i think thats only gonna last for awhile if i understand me enough. The roads will still be walked, but it wont be paved into cemented one... or become a highway. It may turned out to the a mud soaken road... But even so, it still lingers. Yea.. it does.
Perhaps time will tell. Perhaps it wouldnt, whateva happens, time waits for no tide. Summer still comes, winter still goes. Moon still rotate with season and i cant do a single shit about it. *Shrugs*
The solution? Juz fucking get over the god damn fact and start walking. People are moving towards their path in their own way. It does mean much now, but for the future, it makes little difference. The feeling will go numb and go away in time.
Sadly, memories will too.
When there's a beginning, there's bound to be an end. Juz that the ending may not necessarily be similar to wat we see on movies and scripts. It aint morbid like those of shakespeares, but it aint no fairytale either. Whateva it is, the ending could actually be edited. It all depends on one whether u wanna edit it or not. GIving in to the script may mean less work, but it also means u're not getting the ending u want. But some scripts may be torn and lost foreva, even so, try rewriting it, substitutingting a new one into it...or try pasting it back.. though the torned scar would foreva be there... *shrugs*
... I have so many things i wanna do and learn. I wanna learn how to play the electric guitar, i wanan learn how to sing, i wanna learn how to dance like MJ. I wanna go learn ball dancing, i wanna learn how to skate like a pro! I wanna learn how to hip hop like a pro! I wanna.. have my audi TT b4 25.
All of them are there... but wat am i gonna do to get them?
Solutions are all around, which would i do to achieve it?
My mind has an idea now. Im working at it.
Conclusion? Retirement b4 30. =)
Now... this is life.
So who said Solomon is great? =p
"It all starts with a dream!"
Its solemn.
No one should affect the path u chose since its your path thats being walked on by your own foot.
Its usually a dilemma. Thats life.
Decision? Still pondering.
Anyway, i juz found out that my best friend has changed his alliance of interest to another. In another words, he defected to something that conflicts with my interest. He did it without my knowledge... somehow, my brain tells me that he has the right to do that and nothing in the god damn world can change that fact, but .. but... i dont feel comfortable about it. What happened to all the goals and dreams we shared in the past? Is this all part of life? I know that somehow or another, we will all seperate in life, but... but... its juz feeling weird now... really weird! Its uncomfortable.
I'll have to walk this journey with new found allies. The road will be a lil empty-- i think thats only gonna last for awhile if i understand me enough. The roads will still be walked, but it wont be paved into cemented one... or become a highway. It may turned out to the a mud soaken road... But even so, it still lingers. Yea.. it does.
Perhaps time will tell. Perhaps it wouldnt, whateva happens, time waits for no tide. Summer still comes, winter still goes. Moon still rotate with season and i cant do a single shit about it. *Shrugs*
The solution? Juz fucking get over the god damn fact and start walking. People are moving towards their path in their own way. It does mean much now, but for the future, it makes little difference. The feeling will go numb and go away in time.
Sadly, memories will too.
When there's a beginning, there's bound to be an end. Juz that the ending may not necessarily be similar to wat we see on movies and scripts. It aint morbid like those of shakespeares, but it aint no fairytale either. Whateva it is, the ending could actually be edited. It all depends on one whether u wanna edit it or not. GIving in to the script may mean less work, but it also means u're not getting the ending u want. But some scripts may be torn and lost foreva, even so, try rewriting it, substitutingting a new one into it...or try pasting it back.. though the torned scar would foreva be there... *shrugs*
... I have so many things i wanna do and learn. I wanna learn how to play the electric guitar, i wanan learn how to sing, i wanna learn how to dance like MJ. I wanna go learn ball dancing, i wanna learn how to skate like a pro! I wanna learn how to hip hop like a pro! I wanna.. have my audi TT b4 25.
All of them are there... but wat am i gonna do to get them?
Solutions are all around, which would i do to achieve it?
My mind has an idea now. Im working at it.
Conclusion? Retirement b4 30. =)
Now... this is life.
So who said Solomon is great? =p
"It all starts with a dream!"
posted by Kenzoid at 12:02 am
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