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WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I finally got my f* uped line back! WoooT!!!! THose people from telecom sure took their own sweet puasa time to get this done. Wait... even without puasa, my common sense tells me that they would be equally slow...ZzzzZzz Oh well, they had a fair share of my rantings and naggings~ Guess thats good enough! But hey, thats my right to give them a piece of my mind when my service dued doesnt come right
OK... i'm gonna start writing something now somehow but it seems that my mind is pretty blank. Perhaps the juices and joules are used for my exams which is dued in another 2 days. Oh well, wateva be will be, guess i wont breeze through them as i would expect myself to do, but... all i wanna do is pass this semester and graduate for satans' sake! I want to graduate!!! Or else, i' already a god damn dinosaur in college already! Ppl will look at me, suprised that i am still in VU after all these years, and seriously, thats gonna be fricking shameful thingy! *WHINES*
I have something thats bottomed up in my head since the day my line cocked up. Something unpleasant happened to me that day. I wonder if i should openly express my concerns anfd opinions on this, but one things for sure, that incident changed my view point of human nature greatly. Especially issues of relationships. Seriously speaking, how come people could be really nice to you and suddenly turn and change 360 degrees in juz mere weeks. Well, perhaps i was the one who thought too much, but if i was hoping the relationship to become one that last for a long term rather than short term... is that too much too ask? I dont know... And i will never figure out y people react in the way they react... i am not in the stand to command wat to happen and what not to, i am not them. But gravely speaking, my mindcept and concept has changed slighty because of this. And i've been oretty much disturbed by this lately, other than my coming exams... *sigh*
A good notion of well wishing turned out to be something different. The other party thought i wanted to disturb instead~! Holy shit!!!! For so many years of interaction in my whole life, i have never met anyone with such malicious reaction!!! I dont know wat happened in the midst of watever, but reacting with such hostility to my act of kindness is uncalled for!!! Its heresey! its INFURIATING. Anyway, i am not gonna care about that particular person anymore. Since the scenario dived into the pits, let it be. Since trying to be nice isnt appreciated, i guess i would juz have to give up on the one bad apple which i bought wrongly in the 1st place. Oh well, u neva know! *SHRUGS... with sadness in his eyes* I would juz hope that the person find peace and better interactive party in the future. NEMA!(opposite of amen) ;D
Goodness me.. my my my! have i been complaining? LoL.. i guess i am. But isnt blogging all about posting personal injustices? Actually, i was hesitating on whether i wanna post this inner feeling i have now. Cuz i dont think it will change anything even if i write a 6k word rant on it. But... something in me hopes that this feeling of injustice would be felt by... ~_~
OKOK, NEXT TOPIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have to stop here.. lemme think of something more intersting and i'll put them into words later!
ja ne~ ;p
OK... i'm gonna start writing something now somehow but it seems that my mind is pretty blank. Perhaps the juices and joules are used for my exams which is dued in another 2 days. Oh well, wateva be will be, guess i wont breeze through them as i would expect myself to do, but... all i wanna do is pass this semester and graduate for satans' sake! I want to graduate!!! Or else, i' already a god damn dinosaur in college already! Ppl will look at me, suprised that i am still in VU after all these years, and seriously, thats gonna be fricking shameful thingy! *WHINES*
I have something thats bottomed up in my head since the day my line cocked up. Something unpleasant happened to me that day. I wonder if i should openly express my concerns anfd opinions on this, but one things for sure, that incident changed my view point of human nature greatly. Especially issues of relationships. Seriously speaking, how come people could be really nice to you and suddenly turn and change 360 degrees in juz mere weeks. Well, perhaps i was the one who thought too much, but if i was hoping the relationship to become one that last for a long term rather than short term... is that too much too ask? I dont know... And i will never figure out y people react in the way they react... i am not in the stand to command wat to happen and what not to, i am not them. But gravely speaking, my mindcept and concept has changed slighty because of this. And i've been oretty much disturbed by this lately, other than my coming exams... *sigh*
A good notion of well wishing turned out to be something different. The other party thought i wanted to disturb instead~! Holy shit!!!! For so many years of interaction in my whole life, i have never met anyone with such malicious reaction!!! I dont know wat happened in the midst of watever, but reacting with such hostility to my act of kindness is uncalled for!!! Its heresey! its INFURIATING. Anyway, i am not gonna care about that particular person anymore. Since the scenario dived into the pits, let it be. Since trying to be nice isnt appreciated, i guess i would juz have to give up on the one bad apple which i bought wrongly in the 1st place. Oh well, u neva know! *SHRUGS... with sadness in his eyes* I would juz hope that the person find peace and better interactive party in the future. NEMA!(opposite of amen) ;D
Goodness me.. my my my! have i been complaining? LoL.. i guess i am. But isnt blogging all about posting personal injustices? Actually, i was hesitating on whether i wanna post this inner feeling i have now. Cuz i dont think it will change anything even if i write a 6k word rant on it. But... something in me hopes that this feeling of injustice would be felt by... ~_~
OKOK, NEXT TOPIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have to stop here.. lemme think of something more intersting and i'll put them into words later!
ja ne~ ;p
posted by Kenzoid at 6:39 pm
1 Comments:
Hi kenny, it's me freachcher posting some comment into your site again. Now it is 11.30 at night already... perfect time for blogging, haha. Your blogs is quite interesting, making me in deep thought over some issues i never think before this.
Lez talk about exams, shall we? During my pre-u, there are plenty of exams for every subjects, accounting, economics, calculus, english and maths.But,for me, i enjoy exams more than assignments. It might seem strange, but you can say i am used or know how to handle the stress a little bit. During my secondary school days, there are many exams also, so i won't be intimidated by the exams. Too bad some people cannot handle the stress and go 'cuckoo' b4 exam.
I think with sufficient preparation prior to exam, a person can be less stress out when sitting for exam and make exam a less stressful affair. Oklar, i plan to blog more in my site, so visit my site as i will update it . burp.......
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