07

Today, i was suppose to go to college. And guess what, a very famous vehicle broke down in the middle of a frickin jam. Yea.. its a godamn rubbish truck! I wonder what the hell is the bandaraya doing? How could they not service their steed of burden? Ish!!!!! And that truck caused me to be jammed for 45minutes, and the distance convered in this duration is not even 100metres!!!!!! Now, this is seriously shitty!!! I've missed the class and i gotta suffer in the jam with the digusting stench and the afternoon sun! Now, god must have thought that i have been bad in other ways, thus, they are trying to make me pay! Jeeez! ZzzzZzzz!!!

I wake up from my sleep into the world everyday with attitude that my "ok-ness" isnt up for grabs. I firmly believe that we are not rated junk in a way or another. This doesnt mean that we all dont have areaws that need improvement. I always choose to feel good about myself. That way, i am more opened to learning. But with things like this happending everyday, how d'ya expect me to keep my fricking cool? If things around me give me a negative feedbackor criticize me something i do, I try my best as not to interpret what they are saying as meaning that i am "a bad person"! I try my best to keep my self esteem and this permits me to listen to and hear their evil sinisters whimps in non defensive ways. And from the rubbles of the aftermath, i can actually search for useful trinklets to aid me in my voyage in life~! ^__^ ermmm...

There are actually two things everyone can feel about themselves, feeling good about themself, or feeling lousy about it. Now, why in the world would anyone select the latter? ;-p

Ermm.. i was suppose to be complaining about the god damn day for satans' sake! Jeeez! ISH!