Reunion ~Fifth~

My scorched heart is feeling a buzzing sound
A telephone that wasn't ringing
I wanted to stare at it

Soon I turn the street corner
Where the two of us often smell death
Together with the dying colours
I recall those sadistic times

The midsummer sun
My feelings massed up
The wind that flowed within
Reach you i cannot

I looked at you who had burst into tears
It seemed so typical only staring at you
I could do nothing, i would not care

A fragrance I know not
Is it about that guy?
I didn't even notice the way you were already

Five summers has gone
Does happiness warm your spine still?
At strike of four past six, a chanced meeting
For some reasons my heart still aches

Cold hot sun scorching up ahead
Changes to a new colour
I cannot hide my scars deep within
Colouring a new season

I can be wounded
I am indeed wounded
People hide their scars
But I myself will cross over

Yes my dear
Show scars that become beautiful flowers
Eternity is my next mother
An important thing
A memory

Ps:Dont ask me wat i've wrote. I'm a shitload of complexity!

Reunion ~Fourth~

I can't unbolt myself up to anyone
I can't deem in anyone at all
I am relishing in blind hersey

The light that shines is ebbing, soon it will be consumed
Unable to pry myself ajar
This is my weakness, my past

I can get what I want, yet
If I do, the kindness I'm embracing onto will slither
The riposte will be predictable

When one dies, reborn befalls
My heart is shuttered, soon it will come asunder
Stifling my tears, I guffaw day after day

My heart has shown me that faith is naught
Those hypocrites slayed me
My heart is shuttered, soon it will crumble away

Stifling my tears, I scream day after day
My heart has left me with a belief in strength
My own heart relentlessly killed me

PS: zuruzuruzuruzuru!

Reunion ~Third~

My connection is finally back TOO.*wink wink* Blame those bastards at tm net for misplacing my line with someone else's !!

I got this bloggy post from whitepeacock. But i'm gonna change it to a male's version! hehehe

I want a fantastic girlfriend. i dont want to be with someone who is already my friend for QUITE some time. The feeling is DEFINITELY weird. Yea, i cant imagine myself kissing Shireen, yuck! But being with someone whom i've just met is a ok now because thats how i can get to get to know her "INNER BEAUTY" better. Know her interests, know where she stays, remember her name, FULL NAME, remember how many exs' she has, remember her cat's name...- if she happens to stay somewhere out of KL, i have to be directed to her humble abbot where she stays. N also where i strum my stuffs! =p

I have to stuff in all the things about me in her head. Making her busy by buying her...
1) her favourite Starbucks Green Tea Frappucino, Coffee Bean Sunrise, Famous Amos No Nut Chocolate Chips, Macha ice-cream, McD Mcflurry Oreo...bla bla bla
2) have to get used to her lifestyle, have to get used to her huge range of odd smelling perfume.
3) have to get used to her bastard friends, have to get used to her bitchy female friends
4) have to drop hints to her... like dont tell me anything about shopping, especially the MNG sales, that TOUS pendant, ... so many more i cant think of them now.
5) have to get used to her way of kissing. some gals are just born shy kissers!
6) have to reveal some of my dark secrets to her.
7) have to accept her bad habits, like whining, littering her seductive smell everywhere she goes, checking out guys UNINTENTIONALLY RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME...
8)accept her religion if she happens to be a NON BUDDHIST, and if she's very devoted to her religion, and tries to convert me,... i fucking hate it. Religion is a personal thing, why must anyone come and disturb the serenity of balance and try to change what i believe in. bloody c*r*s*i*n*.

Actually im just a blardy copycat. =p =p =p =p =p =p =p =p

But hey, at least i've the guts to admit it... erm.. nah, i juz wanna populate my blogsite.. haha

But hey, this is my 1st attempt at editing someone's works. keke!

PS: N Charles, if u're reading this, stop pondering on whether Miyuki is compaitable with u, yes, she may be olderrrrrrr than u, but that doesnt stop love from sparkling! Juz do it man!

Reunion ~Second~

The way that we strolled in unison back then is gone, yet always... we were walking, someday shall I meet with you again in another time?

Atop the gently sloping hill, the rain slowly falls, I understand that I cannot reach you, yet in your room, a single flower of the kind that you loved sits.

Its now...the day of last year's final rain. it was a promise firmly exchanged... when I remembered, it started to pelt, and spill from the palm of my hand atop the gently sloping hill, the rain slowly falls...

I understand that I cannot reach you, yet in your room, the similar sound of rain against the roof top is the kind of rhythmic tunes you loved, is now here... u're all alone by the window, just staring at the rain, while I remember you through the glass of happiness, I recall you... when i give you a final kiss...

hey smile, don't cry anymore! From here on, always, I'll be watching you atop the gently sloping hill, where the rain slowly falls...

I understand that I cannot reach you, yet in your room, time still ticks, now...the brightness quietly colours the inside of the town black... you saw the season's final colours... a tear falls

Reality is cruel, isn't it? You saw the season's final colours. The four seasons and your colours too, soon will disappear! The rain subsides, on the street corner, the flowers bloom you saw the "hues" softly dissolving the day of this year's final rain.

On the corner of the street lies one single flower... when I look up at the sky, the final rain will spill from the palm of my hand...