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Reunion ~First~

I noticed something about me lately. Well, not that i only noticed it lately, but its something which i've re-noticed lately. I tend to chew on my nails when i'm nervous. I wonder how many people out there share my hobby, but i doubt this is a sight to behold. I'm a businessman. If i do that, that would be a taint in my aura. And thats bad for business. I need to keep a cool of myself.

I've missed a posting for october. Thats sad. Oh well. Blame procrastination then. I'm going to blog more often soon enough, but for now, i've a bigger mission to achieve. Thus, my absence here is sorely maximum. Yea, i know this is probably one of the lamest excuse someone could come up with. Ah well, i'm a man of reasons anyway. *wink Wink*

Some may ask what have i been up to lately. Some may even feel that i'm acting in ways queer for many to comprehend. Yes, i do agree that i'm pretty *BEEP* up lately. *shrugs*

Who to blame? I'm almost a step to richdom. A step. Thats all. I know i have a longer path to walk, but at least this coming one is gonna finally lead me somewhere. I'm anticipating. Hopefully, i dont get anymore bounced blank cheques. I've enough of dejections. Really. Succeed I must!

Watched Exorcism of EMily Rose yesterday. Great show. Its actually a documentary, if wat that has transpired is in fact true. I enjoyed the show thoroughly. Though its thought provoking, conversation filled, theory filled, bombastically portrait, but i still enjoyed it. This is the kind of show i enjoy. Many of my friends said its boring. I only blame their puny brains for that. =p

After the show, i wonder. If what it said was true, then is Lucifer real? I myself has been victim of such demise. haha. wait, i'm not saying i've been possessed. But i'm just saying i've the innate ability to see "those" stuffs. Not many people know this though. Including my family. Y am i being so discreet about it? Well, 1st of all, i dont want to scare anyone, 2ndly, i dont want to be sent to the asylum for something that the society cant see. For those who know what i'm saying, i hope u guys see more "white" than "green". And if u see neither, i congratulate on your ignorance and negligence. This time, its really a blessing in disguise. I've a friend, melvin. He's been a victim of not possession, but he was pestered. Yea, that affected his semesters and he actually took the trouble to seek higher help to close his "thrid eye". Another friend, Adrian Tong. He was also a victim of being pestered after he visited some toilet along the highway.

Many people claimed that we bullshit. Let me assure u, u wont say its bullshit after u seen or felt the real McCoy. Talk is cheap. If u think wat we said is BULL, then try visiting some of the most haunted place alone. If u dont dare, then i hope u'll take back about the word that u dont believe. People believe in god. If so, then there's definitely ghost n such. If there's ghost n such, there's definitely god. I aint saying i am a god loving man. Juz saying that u cant deny testimonials of sightings all around the world by millions. I'm one of the dudes who will testify though.

Humans are trapped with 5 senses. We are cursed with only 5. Some may be blessed by more. Who knows? But the thing is, we're handicapped to only primary colours. Our brain is only capped at wat human is capable of. Its not suprising that there are many other things lurking out there that is out of our human senses. We humans have became aloofed while civilization advanced, science has blinded our senses. Facts are facts because they offer no benefit of the doubt. Humans are made to love facts coz that gives them a feeling that they are in control. At least we know wat is installed for us if we have facts coming our way. Imagine, if we dont have facts for certain matters, wont we fear wats installed for us in the unknown?

Ladies and gentleman. Sometimes, facts are not totally... factual. Chaos is prevented with facts to propel order. Thus, it is imperative that we need the existence of facts. But sometimes, is facts really facts in a greater sense? For this, i dont know. I really dont know.

The things i saw. The things my friends saw. How could 3 people from 3 different walks of life see the same thing? Although the experience is different, but the experience of wat was seen are similar. That, ladies & gentleman, is for us humans to ponder deeper into our spiritual world.

Things that we dont comprehend, doesnt mean that its not true. Things many people said no to, doesnt mean it isnt so. So wats the real truth out there? I seriously dont know either. If i do, i wouldnt be here ranting isnt it?

To conclude this whole posting, i only have one last thing to say. Humans are blind to the oblivious fact that we arent alone in this universe. Is it in fact bliss? Or stupidity?

Ponder on folks. Ponder on.