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Dudes, guess wat, i've actually finished the 15th post, but,.. thanks to the god damn sickening electric trip, and the whole post of bullshit went down with it... Pretty fed up now, so i dont think i will write anymore for today or tomorrow or the day after! anyhow, all i know is ... i am fed up! LoL... i shall continue the story later!

14 --Ze Gift of Labour--

... i repeat... read 13 if u havent! Because if u dont, u wont know wat i'm writing here. There's further instructions there!
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I must say i was rather sore since that day i saw my uncle challenging me to his wild goose game. I was so nice as to oblige to his game! (ermm.. more for the spoils of war though) I'm sitting down in my run down living room, thrashing on my PS2 to while my time away, and to force my thought away from what quest awaits me when the first day of next month rolled around. Finally, it did rolled near, and Halo and his sidekick would arrive at my humble abbot briefly. My door buzzard buzzed and thats the sign of my quest to attain the loot that was promised to me! My mind just cant stop thinking of all the things i can do after i complete all this childish game of an old man! I let the duo in and they wasted no time in making themselves comfortable. For a moment there, i was pretty suprised at their adaptability to my living room, it was practically a villa for pest and germs but they took no mind and even looked pleased with the seats they've found.

"Good morning Pande. Nice to c u all zombiefied from full time gaming. I do hope u know what benefits that has to your already assertive nature." Halo implied with a weird english accent.

Of course i feel the freaking scorn that fills his speech. Though however disgusted i am with it, i came to get used to it, close to liking it i suspect. I dismissed his "gentlemanly" greeting with my "FINGER"! Yes.. u guessed it, its the universal sign where everyone knows it.

"Seriously, young man! You have never failed to entertain me with your uncouth actions. But can u think of something more advance than all this old school actions?" Halo said, while inspecting the room.

Alright, the last thing i want now is to throw a temper and debating with a veteran speechsmith would be the dumbest thing i've ever done, but the most enjoyable too.

"Can we just get on with it here?I've got THINGS to do and PEOPLE to see!" I waved at Halo with a bored gesture.

*GRINS* " Young man, i do anticipate you will have things to do and people to see, but it may not be exactly as u think."

Halo took a CD out and with a homely courtesy, slot it into the CD player that connects to my TV.

"ohhh... another dinosaur movie? I'm sick of it though, do u have anything where weeny and pussy meets? That would have thrilled me more so!" I exclaimed aloud on purpose. Halo made no motion to retal that and for the 1st time so long, i finally felt a sense of victory! When the Video CD played, as expected, it was my uncle there, still with his grin of confidence.

"Good morning Halo and Seraph. I thank you again for undertaking this pesky chore for me and i cant express how wonderfully grateful i am. As for u Pande, Lemme remind u that as long as u dont abide by the rules, u will not receive a single thing from me! Understood?"

I noticed Halo looking at me with a really smug grin on his face, i simply gave him my "finger" again. Simple!

The Old Goat Paused seemed to be remembering wat he wanted to say...and continued...

"Pande, when i was much younger than u are now, i learned the satisfaction that comes from simple four letter word... nono, it aint THAT four letter one u numbskull! I know what u're thinking sonny. Sorry to disappoint u but the humble four letter word is W-O-R-K. One of the things that saddedns me is that i've robbed you and the entire family of the privilege and satisfaction that comes from doing an honest's days work. Dont forget that its the process of getting the work done thats satisfying, not the fruit of labour!"

I sighz a deep sighz. Battered my eye lid at Halo and exclaimed in a squeky voice " OhhHhhh, now its work! Ohhh... how about i start brushing my teeth for the week? That is more than i can muster! Tsk tsk!"

As usual, the old goat seem to be able to read my every move... and in a deep commanding voice, he retorted "Now before u reject everything i'm gonna tell u, i want u to realize that work has brought me everything i have and everything that u have. I regret my actions of stealing the satisfaction from work from u. I dont blame u for not knowing the joy of reaping your grains."

"The old man is crazy as usual.. wats new? now wat? he wants me to clear his coffin for him?"

Halo shused me and with his commanding stare, forced me to continue listening to the nonsense the old goat has to say.

"I have prepared a letter outlining this entire situation to be sent to Lats Fabour. Halo has forwarded the letter to his farm. Lats will be expecting u 1st thing tomorrow. Thats all for now sonny, and dont forget the penalty if u are more trouble than your sorry hide worth!"

The screen went blank.

Going to a farm? Now this is fucked up madness! U might as well lock me up with the carnage of 2 military trained dobermans! Sending me to a farm is like... Sending me to my grave! Now am i suppose to be following The old goats foot steps into the earth?

"this is fucking ridiculous!" I shot at Halo angrily.

Halo returned a wanr smile and replied " Yes, yes.. yes... dealing with u can be trying, but there are somethings that has to be done. So do it and get it over with shall we? U want your war spoils dont u? I will see u in the airport at 6:45am in the morning."

...i want the war spoils. i want my freedom. Something tells me i'm stupid. Something inside me tells me to abide or i'm really stupid. Either way, wat i'm trying to say now is i'm stupid. With this in mind, i reluctantly asked in a defiant manner "Isnt there any later flights? thats awfully early isnt it'? Y, i havent slept that early since i 1st learned how to sing the national anthem!"

Halo sigh... looked around, headed for the door and exclaimed on the way " Well, yea, there is. But Lats Fabour isnt a man to be trifled with. he doesnt like to waste time u c. See u tomorrow."

With a thud on the closing door, Halo left, along with Seraph. I looked around my room... and said to myself.. "Now, where is my darn toothbrush?"

*THE NEXT MORNING*

zombified... dont remember anything... hailed a taxi... saw Halo.. seraph....... saw big breasted air stewardess... breakfast... ZzzZzzz... plane... Halo and Seraph took their assigned seat at the 1st class seatings... "I turned and asked Seraph "wheres my seat?"

Seraph looked at me sheepishly and answered "Oh... yours, its at the coach seating, a few aisle from here, here's your ticket."

I snatched it from her hands and stormed down the aisle with the meanest of moods. How could they treat me like a henchman! Fuck them... ANyway, i'm too tired to even think, might as well take the opportunity to lie down and die for a few hours....gawwddd, how i hate myself. My greed for the war spoils is the root of all this....zZzzzz... wateva...

When we got off the plane, Lats Fabour was there waiting. Lats exchanged warm handshakes with Halo and Seraph... but when he came to me.. he spoke gruffly "Your uncle was the best man i ever know, for the love of god, i dont see how the heck u're gonna live up to his name!"

What the fuck.. now this old horse is gonna get it from me... god damn it.. i'm already in a bad mood and i'm receiving this kinda nasty treatment, fuck it.. as i was about to open my dirty uncivilized mouth, Lats shot back at me in the usual stern voice...

"Sonny, why dont u go see if u can find all the luggage. Make yourself useful! Oh, meet us by the carpark!Be smart, read signs if u dont know the way!"

With that, the trio walked off... I was ignored.. stranded... and feeling really cold... and of course... hot with anger. I guess i've no choice but to do wat he says or i'm really gonna be stranded here alone.

A few moments later, i found all the F*uped heavy luggage and practically dragged them to the car park. A pick up truck, old with age and lots of hay at the back was waiting for us. I was hoping for at least a cadillac! Wasnt Lats a good friend and business partner of the old goat? Now this pick up truck belongs to the dumps man! i stood there.. feeling too stupid to move... til Lats, with his stern voice, came again...

"Well dont juz stand there, procrastination is a contagious virus sonny. Get the luggage to the back! And be quick about it!"

I was too tired to fight back... lack of sleep and lax of ego has rendered me numb. I loaded all the luggage and moved to the front of the pick up... and asked sheepishly "Where am i suppose to sit?"

Lats gave a quick glance around and at the back of his pick up and raved "For heavens sake, cant u see there's plenty of space for yer at the back? You can either ride in the back or walk. Either way, its all the same to me!"

To my horror, Lats started the pick up and started to drive away. I quickly scampered to the back juz in time to grasp onto the lever and climbed onto the back of the pickup... Phew... now i'm a worker.. great! This is simply lovely.. i gave a cynical smile to myself, or at least i think it is one...

The ride was bumpy. Apparently, Lats disregarded my existence at the back of the pickup for he is driving at mad speed. A speed thats far tooo fast for my taste at the back. I wanted to rest my swirling head but to no avail. Gawd, i'm miserable... After transversing what seemed to be endless hell and gravel road, Lats turned into a driveway that led to a distance. A huge ranch was visible and there hangs a sign reading: Trespassers will be shot, survivors will be shot again. That sign sent chills down my spine. Who in the hell of a maniac would hang that kinda threatening sign. I would have found it amusing though, but in my current condition, i think this is really scary.

Finally, the pick up stopped. I was led to a small room, and the next i knew, i lost consciousness to my weary carcass.

The next morning, Seraph and Halo enjoyed a huge breakfast with Lats without my knowledge... you see, i was stil in dreamland.

"well, i better go get sleeping pighead. This is going to be an intersting day. Real education if u know wat i mean!" Lats chuckled with glee.

I hear violent bangings on my door... then thunderous footsteps strode to my bed as i lay there.. half awake. A voice boomed "Boy, r u alive? You're sleeping the whole day away. Get dressed or i'll get the dogs in on u!"

I got up... feeling dead.. so very dead.. perhaps i'm dead... thats y i always tell The old goat, life in the farm is for the dead! I washed up wishywashily and made my way down for breakfast... i appeared dishveled, sleepy eyed and asked in a weak voice "May i have some breakfast please?"

Lats laughed heartily and boomed " Yes sireee, u may have some. First thing in the morning! Nobody leave my barnhouse hungry but there's nothing left as u can c, if u plan to sleep all day, i cant do much can i?"

I looked at the sky.. and replied in an alarming manner " BUT IT ISNT DAYLIGHT YET!!!"

Lats chuckled and replied "Wow, i didnt know u're that observant! Phew, and for a moment there, i thought i've to teach u everything sonny! Now get to the barn and find some workclothes! U have 5 minutes or your breafast will be your dinner"

I changed and we got on the pickup truck again. And yes, i'm still sitting at the back. *SOBZ*

Just as the sun was rising, Lats stopped at a remote corner or the ranch where a really big pile of fence post lay on the ground. Lats jumped off and screamed "Boy, get down from the back, i havent seen anyone has lazy as u in my whole life! What have u been doing all your sorry life?!"

Lats walked to the fence post lying on the ground and commanded "Welcome to fence 101!" Lats quickly showed me how to dig a post hole, set the post and string the wire in a straigh line. Lats made everything look like child's play...

While i was absorbed in what he was doing, a corner of my eye caught no glimpse of any end to the post...

"Now u try sonny, and be quick about it u hear?" Lats commanded.

I scurried and stumbled through the process comically...

"i'll send someone to pick u up for lucnh later. I want to see u stringing them with skill by then u hear?" Lats roared for the upteen time today.

As he started the engine... i started to be alarmed and called out " How far does this fence go?"

Lats chuckled his usual chuckle and replied "Dont worry sonny, it wont go for more than a mile or so, and then we'll head back. And dont worry about that, u will neva run out of anythings to do around here!" With that, the pickup left.

*The same toiling routine happened for 4 weeks*

Halo and Seraph returned to the city and back to the farm again 4 weeks later. Lats was there to pick them up.

"U came juz right in time matey, i'm sure u're interested to see how that fella has faired right? Between sunburn, blisters and heat exhaustion, it was a very close thing but i think u are in for a pleasant suprise." Lats chuckled with excitement.

Lats drove Halo and Seraph to me. I was still working on the post, but on a different area, Lats called this 110 post. In a distance, i saw the familiar glimpse of the familiar pickup. It stopped not far from me and out poped Halo and Seraph.

Apparently, i grinned... to their wide eyed surprise when they saw me. I was browned by the sun, lean from physical labour.

Halo took the initiative to break the ice " Young man, u planted the whole post yourself?" he seemed doubtful.

I gleamed as i replied in a haughty tone " U bet cha sir! Its straight too! U can check it like this.. make sure there isnt parallax error though...!" I was showing Halo that i'm really good at this, i cant help but feel proud of myself. I laid more than 5 miles of fence in a month, i'm God! I roxxors! Lats put his hand on my shoulder and talked to me with a soft tone for the 1st time in my 4 months with him " sonny, u turned out to be a great hand, i thought u were a good for nothing! If u can do this kind of lowly hard work and still feel proud, u can do practically anything with pride and quality! I think u've learned your lesson sonny! Now its time to go back to the city. Your uncle would be proud!"

I was of cuz shocked at this, i didnt expect to leave so fast, i was getting to enjoy this work life, i was even thinking of hitting 6miles for the next 4 weeks to break my record this month... though disappointed, i replied immediately " Aye sir, i only have a mile to go, y dont we leave in the morning?"

The next morning, Lats volunteered to accompany us(Halo andn Seraph and me) to the airport. This time, the familiart pick up wasnt in sight, but a shiny rolls royce. I rubbed my eyes and asked myself whether i'm hallucinating...high on weed maybe.. crack seems nice.. yumm...

Lats Laughed heartily at my actions and patted my back and exclaimed " I cant have one of my best hands rolling around the back of a truck with the luggage can i? I aint your uncles' best business partner for nothing sonny! Now, lets get u guys to the airport. Time is ticking!"

As i flew 30,000 feet above ground, i couldnt help but think of what Lats Fabour has taught me. I never knew working could be so fulfiling. Oh... wait, i finished the quest! Now ... my war spoils.... I slowly got off my coach seatings and stalked to the 1st class seatings... , a grin on my face... and i said aloud to myself..

"hrmm... i wonder if its an artifact... or perhaps a mountain of gold.. or perhaps a vault filled with gems..." *grins...*

to be continued... (Kenzoid enjoyed writing this whole story even though he's awake for more than a day)

He who loves his work never labours

13 --Remnants From The Past--

This is a continuation of Pandemonium's Story! Read post 12 if you aint sure whats going on! ^^

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The lawyer finally introduced himself as a will solicitor specialist and also a good friend of the dead old goat. His known as Halo. Another figure behind him is a lady, and her call-name(LoL) is Seraph...

I continued to stare at both the figure in silence, wondering what shit would come up next. Seraph left the room quickly and returned with a large cardboard box. She set it neatly next to Halo with a solemn face and took her customary place behind Halo again. Halo then turned to me and finally spoke... (and its about fucking time he did... )

"Young Man, this box was left here by the "old goat" u mentioned! He did this on the day he prepared his last will and testament. The box was promptly sealed then in the vault and i have no legal right to peek at it until i do have the honour of meeting u. As u can see, though the box is old of age, the seal is still intact. There are very stringent and specific instructions handed to me upon administering it to u."

Halo pushed the box to me and urged me to ajar it with care and haste. I wondered how the hell am i suppose to be doing those rheotorical actions at the sametime. Nevertheless, i broke the seal, reached inside the box ... all this while, i was thinking there is at least a bar of pure gold i would find... some jewels maybe... or perhaps some ancient valuable artifact that i can auction off at the national museum... And.... to my chagrin, i pulled out a ... FUCKING VIDEO TAPE???!!!?

Halo seemed to have expected this, when i noticed, he has already set up a video player and a tv right in front of me... with that ghastly grin on his face as usual, while Seraph held a remote control... it was then i blurted out in a cool manner, not tat i'm cool, but it was those disconcerted cool...And oh.. dont forget sacrasm! ;D

"Whats going on here?Everyone else walks away with millions and all i got is a... obsolete home movie.. OOOhh.. GREAT! I'm so Fucking Thrilled! I hope it has caveman and dinosaurs in it, at least that wouldnt make my day that bad afterall! Tsk tsk... This is F*Uped lame!"

I glanced at Halo with the kind of smug attitude and he simply retorted..."I think this will come to u clear as spring shortly. So keep your sanity intact."

OK, now... Seraph started the video, and after some brief static on the tv screen, the image of... WTF... the god damn deceased goat? My uncle was a big man while he's still alive. About six foot three. He was those lucky fellas who managed to pull through the depression and strick it rich with nothing more than his strength and determination, and of coz, some clothes.. :p Anyhow, seeing him again did not light up my mood, instead, it brings me back to the old days where he used to be very strict with me about my table manners and school results. Jeez, how i hate those AssED up days, they blows! Anyway, the old goat was the usual self... at least the usual as i last remembered him to be, with the smoking pipe and the wheezy moustache on his solemn features. I could feel the energy in the room rise...

My uncle looked at me with the confident gaze, cleared his throat and spoke... " Well Pande! (yea, it sounds like panda.. but wateva... he use to laugh at my name) since u're watching this tape now, we will ASSUME that i've kicked the bucket, bit the dust and how do u used to call it in the past... ermm... bought the farm? I neva knew that buying farm was dead.. but i guess to technology geeks like u, buying a farm and being in it is as good as dead.. *laughs* Anyway, i know that my instructions have been followed to the letter, so you are viewing this video with my oldest and dearest friend, Halo, and his trusted sidekick, Seraph. I gotta say... Son, you dont know enough to realize it, but these are two of the finest peple to walk on god's globe!"

I was very absorbed in the video, not because i missed the old geezer or old goat or wateva, but i was waiting for the time he declared that i get at least some share of his pie. My uncle pasued for sometime, relighting his smoke pipe with grace and care...

"Halo, i gotta hand it to ye. U've been so much help all these years, keeping all the hounds and wolves leashed. Law has always fascinated me and it still does now. *snicker* And today, u and Seraph dealt with all my in-laws, out-laws, assorted misfits and ruffian of a family. Oh, and i'm sure pande has given u a really arid time with his predictable actions.*winks*

Now now, this is the last straw, i stood up! Impatient, waiting to take my leave as i felt myself falling into the pits... regardless, something and somehow, i was still hoping to salvage something from this goddamn place... so i cringed to the chair and tried relaxing myself.. at least to a mental state where i can absorb those shits the old goats telling me... And.. the freaking granfather story continues...

"Pande, i lived my life in a big way. I made alot of great accomplishments and also a lot of mistakes. One of the biggest mistakes was to give the family watever they've wanted. It took me many years to find out that everything we ever door know in this life is a gift from the ultimate one. Unfortunately, the money that i spend around me didnt help people to understand the gifts that have been provided to us. To make up for my absence to constitute family together-ness, i gave all of u materials satisfaction instead. In doing so, i've robbed them of everything that makes a life wonderful. That, i'm guilty and would probably bring it with me to my deathbed. Lately, i've pondered and gratefully speaking, i have discovered that i've made peace with my guilt regarding my shortcomings. However, i still think that the family is permanently ruined. *sighz* Its like when a wood goes rotten, u cant carve anything good out if it... I thought of shooting everyone to ease the guilt but sadly, Halo here frowned upon it. *Laughs heartily* You on the other hand, may be the last great vestige of hope in our family. Although your life to date seems to be sorry excuse for anything i would claim promising, there does seem to be some spark of hope in you for i am hoping we can capture and fan into flame. For all tis reason alone, i am not making u an instant millionaire for the rest of your sorry life. *laughs sinisterly!*"

Alright. This was the last straw's last straw! The old goat mocks me even at his death bed! Jeez, y did i even allow my hope runs up for a moment there... the inner me has all sorts of evil words and i am on the verge of bursting them all out for crying out loud! I slammed the fist on the table and was gasping for air to ease myself of this anger... when i was interrupted...

"Now Pande, before you mouth off and embarass both me and yourself in front of these fine people, let me explain the ground rules here. On the 1st of each month for the next year, u will meet with Halo and Seraph and be given an element which i call it fragments of the Ultimate Gift. If u stay for the course over the next year, and embrace each of the elements, at that point of time, you will be the biggest benefitter from my death. But understand this, if u leave or do not perform the things as brought to you by Halo, i have given him the permission to ommit the biggest share of my pie to you. Now dont forget boy, if u turn out to be another rotten block, and be more touble that u're worth, i'll come up from my grave personally and drag your sorry carcass down with me... of course, i dont think this is possible, but i think not inheriting anything should do the trick fer ye!"

There was some silence. The old goat gave a final sigh and a nod, and the video ended. After some silence in the room, i turned to Halo and in a belligerent tone, shouted " THE FUCKING OLD GEEZER MUST BVE SUFFERING FROM SENILE SHITZ! HE's CRAZY! F***KKK!!"

Halo was laughing at my respond and when he resumed his composure, he replied " Well, young man, it is certain that someone is crazy here, and i think that this little project we're suppose to go through is gonna allow us to find out juz who exactly that someone may be." Halo walked over to me and offered his outstretched hand to give me a friendly shake to confirm the deal. Of cuz i fucking ignored him. I hated every fucking piece of this. I dont know if this would be a wild goose chase of a deceased's joke. But if i dont take this up, i'm gonna be left with nothing. AARGGHHHh!!!!

The suspense was killing me! I growled at Halo "Whats the deal here? Y dont u just fucking tell me whats going on and wats in it for me? Alright.. how about this.... PLEASEEEEEeeeeeeeee?"

"All in good time, young man. All in good time." Halo replied in a hushed tone near my ears, with a pat on my shoulders, he left the room, with Seraph trailing behind him.

As he left the room, I blurted out in anger " Y the FUCK didnt the old goat leave me some money like the others? C'mon, at least a 100 bucks for my trouble wont hurt!!! Damnit! This is fucking pathetic!!!!!!!"

And all i could hear was the echo of Halo's laughter from the corridor. He must be thrilled at the "amusement" he caused me. Sighz... this suxxors! Alright, watever comes, will come. I'll do this."

To be continued...(Kenzoids brain is almost dead for wasting so much joules on his bloggy..Zzz someone kill me!)

~In the end, a person is only known by the impact he or she has on others~

12 --In The Beginning--

A journey may be long or short but it must start at the very spot one finds oneself...

In my 20 odd years of practicing humanity, in my mind, i was to undertake an odyssey that would change my life forever... I am now seated at my office-like chair in front of my pc...at the corner of my sweet confortable room in the most ulu place of Kuala Lumpur... *snicker*

I glanced at the familiar sight of floor-to-ceiling shelves of leather bounded books, the massive plastic rug, and the old and tattered sofa, al of which predate me. My enjoyment was simply interrupted with an UH-OH from my icq. The disgustingly sickening teletubbies sound alike shit thats was installed in icq...(jeez) Anyway, i saw the familiar nick of pendemonium on my monitor... It states there "Yo Dude, may i have a word with you?"

As i knew pandemonium online for more than 4 year, i have the faint idea that he is on the "SERIOUS" mode. I knew those words were reserved for the most serious and somber of circumstances.

"Shooot DuDe!" I replied in the fastest typing speed i can muster.

Pandemonium took sometime to reply, while i took my time, getting some ice lemon tea and snacks. Finally, the UH-OH sound came.. and i dont know why... this sound always pisses me off!!! Ok, heres the case...

Panedomonium told me that his filthy rich uncle has died. And he, being his favourite nephew, would surely recieve a million or two. But to his dismay, that didnt happen. Here is what happened actually... and I will write in the view of pandemonium (I find that its easier to narrate his side of the story this way...and of course, i can put in alot of interesting narration on the way! *GRINS GRINS* )

As of below, it is narrating from the point of Pandemonium! So if any idiots still dont get it after i give u all such obvious CLUES! Go kill yourself! :-p

I went to the lawyer's office as appointed. My mind was filled with glee and my head swirling with excitement. As expected, everyone was there, waiting for the will to be passed. I can sense the greed and gloat among everyone present and one would have mistaken it to be a passive battlefield... Then, the lawyer started adressing the will to everyone... one by one, everyone left the room and in the end... i was the only one left. My heart fell and my passion for my unexpected windfall failed me...i was infuriated! I glared at the lawyer with a look of rage, defiance and disrespect, i can almost feel the lifelong practise of selfish anger surface and brimming to the edge inside me. I slammed my god damn hand on his table and yelled at the lawyer "I knew that old man didnt like me... he has always hated me!!!" I knew that statement i made wasnt true but if i dont do tat, i would be a laughing stock to the solicitors present. So thinking, I started stomping out of the room.

"Not so fast eager one, your are indeed mentioned here in the will but at the very bottom for a very special cause!"

The lawyer exclaimed, with a cool voice, too cool for my taste and it seems that it has the kind of tingling excitement that trails after his voice... something that kept my interest.... So saying, i slid down into any chair available, with grimace on my face, not wanting to show any hope on my face.

The lawyer stared at me in silence..... i could feel the tingling sensation in my spinne.. tickling me... almost killing me. The silence is killing me soundly... I returned his cold stare, determined not to speak until he did. I guess patience comes to people who has aged and experience more life than me, finally, i could stand it no longer and blurted out indignantly... "Alright alright, wat did the old goat leave me? His stinking armchair? His smelly shirt? His...."

My words trailed off to silence as i noticed that the lawyer has not moved nor said anything ever since i sat down... His stare now sent creeps into my spines.... At last, he notioned me to sit nearer to him, and he handed out a piece of document to me...

I did juz that.

As i sat down and reached for the document, i whispered loudly... "I fucking bet its nothing!!"

The lawyer sat back onto his armchair and smiled. A smile that definitely seems like one that has an aftermath following behind it.

"Young man, it is, indeed, nothing(pasues)... and everything-- both at the same time."

I gave him a wild bewildered look which the lawyer returned with a sly grin...


to be continued... (Its Kenzoid turn to grin ;D)

11

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I finally got my f* uped line back! WoooT!!!! THose people from telecom sure took their own sweet puasa time to get this done. Wait... even without puasa, my common sense tells me that they would be equally slow...ZzzzZzz Oh well, they had a fair share of my rantings and naggings~ Guess thats good enough! But hey, thats my right to give them a piece of my mind when my service dued doesnt come right

OK... i'm gonna start writing something now somehow but it seems that my mind is pretty blank. Perhaps the juices and joules are used for my exams which is dued in another 2 days. Oh well, wateva be will be, guess i wont breeze through them as i would expect myself to do, but... all i wanna do is pass this semester and graduate for satans' sake! I want to graduate!!! Or else, i' already a god damn dinosaur in college already! Ppl will look at me, suprised that i am still in VU after all these years, and seriously, thats gonna be fricking shameful thingy! *WHINES*

I have something thats bottomed up in my head since the day my line cocked up. Something unpleasant happened to me that day. I wonder if i should openly express my concerns anfd opinions on this, but one things for sure, that incident changed my view point of human nature greatly. Especially issues of relationships. Seriously speaking, how come people could be really nice to you and suddenly turn and change 360 degrees in juz mere weeks. Well, perhaps i was the one who thought too much, but if i was hoping the relationship to become one that last for a long term rather than short term... is that too much too ask? I dont know... And i will never figure out y people react in the way they react... i am not in the stand to command wat to happen and what not to, i am not them. But gravely speaking, my mindcept and concept has changed slighty because of this. And i've been oretty much disturbed by this lately, other than my coming exams... *sigh*

A good notion of well wishing turned out to be something different. The other party thought i wanted to disturb instead~! Holy shit!!!! For so many years of interaction in my whole life, i have never met anyone with such malicious reaction!!! I dont know wat happened in the midst of watever, but reacting with such hostility to my act of kindness is uncalled for!!! Its heresey! its INFURIATING. Anyway, i am not gonna care about that particular person anymore. Since the scenario dived into the pits, let it be. Since trying to be nice isnt appreciated, i guess i would juz have to give up on the one bad apple which i bought wrongly in the 1st place. Oh well, u neva know! *SHRUGS... with sadness in his eyes* I would juz hope that the person find peace and better interactive party in the future. NEMA!(opposite of amen) ;D

Goodness me.. my my my! have i been complaining? LoL.. i guess i am. But isnt blogging all about posting personal injustices? Actually, i was hesitating on whether i wanna post this inner feeling i have now. Cuz i dont think it will change anything even if i write a 6k word rant on it. But... something in me hopes that this feeling of injustice would be felt by... ~_~

OKOK, NEXT TOPIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have to stop here.. lemme think of something more intersting and i'll put them into words later!

ja ne~ ;p